riboi0225

02:32 am: ewww snow!!! i need hot hot sun... Cant wait for this summer :P

02:16 pm: What the fuck!!! i just wrote a page and i goto to spell check and i get screwed over. Arrgh. Owell ill start over. Ok so last night was the Winter Party @ Diesel. Good times :). My buddy eric got sick for we had to leave early :( ah well, it was all good. Early that night i went to eric's house, the boy who didnt feel so hot, had drinks with sara, chris, adam, ian and his ex ryan, steve, abel and eric's boy mikey. Luv these peoples. :) So i get to diesel around 12 12:30, pay twenty dollars, so crazy, but thats ok its only money. So i get there, of course i need to use the bathroom immediately when i enter, no surprise. I was feelin good that night, i had my buzz, my buddy bill bought me a drink too, gotta luv him. So i head to the floor to dance, i see my luv, rebecca, luv her, lookin' good as usual, luved the hair, so hott, i just wish she was in a happier mood :( That damn boi!!! So im later confronted by steve, :), what a cute boi, takin' tho, but o well, so he tells me i was at trixx that night, yea right, i was there once before but not last night. I was also referred to as the New Years boi. LOL. Cute. So he also continues to tell me i am a player, in which i am not, im a good boi. I just kno what i want ;). - Oh and steve if u are reading this, im sorry for causing any drama between u and that boi that is if there was any, my looks i give are sometimes unintentional. ;P. Hope all is good. Later i see my girl LEAH, who i have not seen in ages, luv her. She had her friend Bethany with her, cute girl. Looked like jessica, mmm. Had a good convo with her, even tho she was drunk. HAHA. Luv it. So im later told that night by Donald i am trash. Ewww. He wants me to go on a date with him and i told him i would but i dont know when i would be able to. He tells me if i dont want to go just say no. Then continues to tell me he is too good for me. My ass!!! He later said he was kidding. which i dont believe but whatever. Who ever said kissing was trashy??? i was really good last night i did not kiss one boi!!! Im trying to create a new image. A good one :) And maybe about ten minutes later i have to leave. :( What a way to end my night. Fun was had. Cant wait for the next winter party. It will be better than this one. Ok I wrote to much. Laters.
P.S. - Lea u should have been there tonight. Its our night!!! Work sux! o well, Luv U.

04:06 pm: Hello...
Well i've been up for about two hours now. And no its not b/c i got in late from the club. I had inventory to do at the GAP!!! I literally worked until 3:30 in the morning, tell me thats not crazy, i didnt even get time and a half for that. And listen to this, one of the guys that came in with the inventory counter company looked so familiar, i couldnt remember where i have seen him before. Until it dawned upon my ever so forgettable brain, that i see this guy on thayer st. No not just a normal guy but a guy that sits on a curb with a can in his hand asking people for money. Silly me gets suckered into giving him a dollar everytime i see him. Next time i see him i am gonna say to him "hey arent u that guy that has a job and makes more than me doing inventory for stores???" and then i will see what he has to say about that. I thought i might let u in on that little fact. But anyways i got the day off from work today and i will be doing my usual thing, going to the club. Oh yea, back to the boi thing, i dropped one, yay, to bad it wasnt the 27yr old, but i am still working on that.

01:56 pm: Me Again...
Well i am drawn between bois... Well not really but i just dont feel the same way about them as they do about me...im not a very upfront person so it is hard for me to tell people how i feel. I will just fill u in on who they are... Steve is 27, cute, blonde hair blue eyes, has a rep as a slut, he said that he doesnt want to have sex with me just get to know me b/c he thinks i am the one. I always say to him "im sure that is what u say to all the bois." On the other hand Chris is way cooler he is closer to my age he is 19, he is cute too, he has brown hair blue eyes, a little more fem then me but thats ok. He likes me but he "feels stupid, b/c it is obvious that i dont feel the same way about him," what does he want from me??? Im not a very affectionate person. I just dont think it would work out between these bois. If you have heard of the phrase "social exchange" you would understand that i dont see myself recieving any inner and outer satisfaction from these bois. I just dont know how to tell them they arent for me.

01:46 pm: Just thinking...
I skipped my only two classes today...just didnt feel like going. Now I am here at Lea's house, hope i dont catch any diseases. Going to work for 6, kill me now.

06:02 pm: ...
My LIVEJOURNAL is up and running! YAY.